Songs for Life

I have a new favorrrrite song right now but it doesn't really describe my life but i feel like writing about it anyway. I absolutely love the song Bonfire by Third Eye Blind. Its from their new album and its amazing. hm i don't know how to describe it. you know when you just hear a song and immediately love it? well, thats what its like. The lyrics talk about things changing and getting what you wanted and if its worth it in the end. Ive always loved third eye blind and im glad that their new stuff isn't totally awful. i think im going to go listen to that song now. :)

Thanksgiving is A-Coming

My favorite thanksgiving food would have to be dessert. I don't really like the typical thanksgiving foods like turkey and yams, so i always look forward to dessert. i usually make a dessert to add to whatever my aunt brings. I don't have a huge family and its just my aunt, uncle and granda that come over to eat. Every year we listen to Frank Sinatra while my dad carves the turkey and its my absolute favorite part of thanksgiving. the last couple of years my dad hasn't played it because it started making my granda sad. I'm gonna ask my dad if we can listen to it this year because thanksgiving isn't the same without Frank. Other than that, we don't really have any traditions. We used to have more but things have changed. Hm i think ill start some new traditions this year :)

Thanks A Million

I am thankful for thanksgiving break! I am soooo looking forward to a week off. I need a break. if it wasn't for the break i don't think i would make it much longer. i feel exhausted and all i wanna do is sleep! anyways... thats all i can come up with right now. im actually thankful for a lot but i'm semi-brain dead right now.

Written Freely

Hm what should i write about today?? Well, im so tired. Our first show was last night and we have another show tonight today and tomorrow. I'm so excited!!!! This play has been so much. we have worked so hard and i've made so many good friends. I'm sad that its almost over, but ive decided not to think about it ending until it actually does. no need for sadness! be happay :D

Best Compliment

Last year in theater we did this activity called a compliment circle. It was about six people and we all sat in a circle and we had to say something nice about everyone. Everyone was being so sweet and nice. I remember a few people told me that i was a really good friend and they could trust me with their secrets and to always be there for them. it made me feel so good that im trustworthy. They also told me that they love how im always myself and they feel comfortable being themselves around me. those were the best compliments i have ever received. i never try to be someone im not and it felt really good to know my friends appreciated that. I always try to be a good friend to everyone and its nice to know that my efforts are not wasted. :) aww this journal makes me happy.

Answers To My Questions

If i could have the answer to any question, my question would be why are people stupid? and rude? and ignorant? Why can't people be respectful of others? i'm dying to know the answer. I just don't understand why it is so hard for some people to learn manners. I also would like to know why people lie. But i can only choose one, so please tell me, is respect such a complicated manner to learn that people just don't even bother? i'd like to know. Ok, enough ranting. I'm finished.

Make Up Blog

No, this blog is not about make-up. Im making it up because i was absent! i was absent because we were doing our Macbeth performances, you know, the play where i was a snake. It was a lot of fun but i had a ton of make up work. Anyway, the play was really fun and i heard a lot of good feedback from people who saw it. The only bad part was i had to cover my face in green makeup and it made my face break out :( boohoo. But its okay! Everying thing is going to be juuust fine. :)

Gifts for Me

if i could receive any gift at all, it would be a really nice car. I should probably say something that would benefit a lot of people or show what a good person i am, but i feel like being selfish today. I wish i could have a nice car, like a corvette or the new camaro. that would be awesome! any car nicer than my ford lame-rocket would be a dream come true. i should complain about my car, at least i have one. but hey, if anyone feels like buying me a new car, that'd be super.